الجمعة، 13 نوفمبر 2020

Revitalizing the literary canon

 Revitalizing the literary canon 


This is a guest post worth sharing by a dear friend and colleague.  Enjoy

By Dr Laila Abdel Aal Alghalban

Professor of linguistics

Faculty of Arts

Kafrelsheikh University


 

Last week, I was invited by the Department of English Language and Literature, Damietta University to give a talk there. I was amazed by the warm and generous reception as well as the wonderful audience. However, it was the following question raised by an undergraduate student that has stunned me most and kept resounding in my head. "You said that literature is language at its best, but why should we be taught classic literature, with 'difficult and strange' language?," he asked. " We need to study contemporary literature from which we can learn easily." The question has raised a bunch of urgent questions. What are literary canons? Who set the standards that evaluate works of arts? Does classic literature still relate to present-day students who are being mercilessly bombarded by globalization and cultural cannibalism? 


Reading in youth


Italo Calvino, the Italian writer and novelist, argues that "reading in youth can be rather unfruitful, owing to impatience, distraction, inexperience with the product’s “instructions for use,” and inexperience in life itself."  It pops up in my head now what the renowned Egyptian writer Anis Mansour said when he refused to give permission to the Ministry of Education to assign some of his books to school children:" I don't want children to hate me."   


What are classics and what is the literary canon? 


What if we removed classic literature from the syllabi of academic courses of the university English Departments? Would learning and teaching English (as a second or foreign language) be better? The status of classic literature in educational programs has been deeply established; it enjoys a long history of fervor and appreciation. Classic works of art have special halo, radiation and magic; they sparkle special infatuation even among people who have never read any of them. Most classics are more talked about than read, as Italo Calvino states. In every age, there are always those volunteers with acute classics mania symptoms. A classic work of art, according to the Oxford Dictionary, is the one with " recognized and established value”, and is "memorable and a very good example of its style”. Classics are fundamental works with a lasting and luring artistic value that never fails the test of time. Sometimes, works of art are not regarded classics during the lifespan of their authors and their contemporary audiences. They retain their status as long as they continue to be in circulation and pass the tests of criticism. Such works constitute "the canon", "a collection of the most representative and revolutionary works of the Western world, a Hall of Fame for those whose works have remained in circulation for a long time," writes Simon Petersson, who argues that the canon usually embraces the works of the wealthy, the powerful and the elite. The literary canon echoes the central Western view and excludes the minority and disadvantaged voices. Literary critics usually have the power to assign the status of 'classic' to a particular work of art. They set the rules, the standards of the time.  Critics form what is called "the interpreting community" whose members are the gate keepers and the ones who orchestrate the way readers by large receive a given work of art.


Small pool, undiversified canon


Teaching classics or literature of any era or genre is determined by the nature and the purpose of the academic course. However, it is commonly up to teachers to pick material for their classes; most of them opt for classics driven by their artistic and literary reputation. Unfortunately, classics are usually drawn from a small pool, an undiversified, fossilised canon. Specific works by Shakespeare, Shaw, Ibsen, Orwell, Austin, Dickens and the Brontë Sisters have been a staple of literature classes for centuries, with slight changes over the years. Unfortunately, teachers depict classics from the same perspective of previous generations of teachers and give the same tests from so many decades ago. This is their teaching comfort zone. Eventually, they break up with present-day world and the changing learning needs and priorities of today's students. 


As students are wrestling with unprecedented distractions, typical of a thunderously changing world, the age of postmodernism, post-humanism, globalization and cultural cannibalism, with no central values or standards to follow or abide by, it has become mandatory for them to reset their learning and training priorities to cope with a highly competitive world, armed with special skills in artificial intelligence technology and modern languages.  


Why teaching classics?


The paramount significance of teaching classics lies in: teaching universal values and virtues that humanity has long fought for; and capturing the essence of human experience as classics depict universal and timeless themes that tear the fabric of place and time. Classic literature ignites imagination and creativity. Classics are monuments, time machines through which we travel to ancient, exotic worlds to experience their peoples' original versions of reality, walk their earth, live their cultures, taste them and bear witness their glories, weaknesses and setbacks. According to Italo Calvino, "A classic is a book that has never finished saying what it has to say."


Modernizing reading lists


 Reading classics is definitely important for language learning, they encapsulate culture, history, values, and the intellectual storehouse of a certain era in the history and civilization of a given people. Reading classics enriches vocabulary and nurtures a linguistic sensitivity much needed for deepening linguistic repertoire. To satisfy aspirations for modernized reading lists, students could be given the right to choose from a wider pool, and a vaster and more diverse canon that echoes  the multiple literary voices that reflect the new demographics of the English speaking world, especially in the inner circle which includes the US, the UK, Canada, Australia and New Zealand. Multicultural literature, which tackles issues swaying present-day lives such as colour, social injustice, minorities, immigration and racism,  should find its way to the canon. 


Pleasure and learning 

 

Finally, teaching and testing sometimes kill the beauty and magic of classics. The mechanical, dry approach of cutting the work of art into pieces and dismantling its unity into characters, themes, techniques and plot would undermine its magical entertainment, captivating life lessons and wisdom, and illuminating light bulbs that might lit in readers' heads, turning ugliness into everlasting beauty. Let us review literature pedagogy to help students experience raw reading and never miss its pleasure. Let me end with this quote by Margret Atwood. She says: "I read for pleasure and that is the moment I learn the most." Never worship fixed classics and never throw them out of the window! Strike a balance!

الخميس، 16 يناير 2020

2020: Year of the Self


This piece was published in The Egyptian Gazette on January 16th, 2020


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On New Year ’s Eve, I and one of my best friends discussed our resolutions for the year. She laughingly said: “I have a single resolution this year:  I will dedicate this year to myself.”
This was a bit of a surprise to me; my friend is one of the most caring and giving persons; she is always preoccupied with the well-being of everyone to the point that she sometimes forgets about her own.
The conversation inspired a new idea in me:  what if everyone made 2020 year of the SELF? Self-discipline, self-awareness, self-respect, self-development… And above all, self-love?  Will such a resolution to commit to the Self lead to a better world?  Or to unlimited struggle and conflict?  Questions kept rattling in my head for the first week of the year. On the 10th of January, it suddenly dawned on me that making 2020 year of the SELF is an idea worth trying. 
Here are the reasons why:
Because a BETTER YOU is better for everyone around you, especially those you love. A better you is better for this world. It’s all about you. YOUR-SELF. Creating your BEST SELF. How you show up each and every day MATTERS. It matters to you, and how good you feel, but it also matters to everyone and everything connected to you… which is the entire planet. Your energy affects everything.
The overall effect of how you live your life flows throughout this world in ways so powerful you might not believe. The immediate effect of you living your greatest life, and setting the best example has a huge impact and flow on those you love.
Visualize yourself every day:  you wake up healthy, happy, prosperous, and you love your life.  Your cup is full and ready to overflow on those around you.  Your family and friends are BETTER when you are better.  If you are at your happiest, your most positive, your healthiest, your wealthiest – that example and that energy will be seen by those you love and will lift them up.
If you are sad, miserable, angry, negative, in poor health and broke – do you think that will have a positive effect on those around you?
The general effect of who you actually are, what you do and how you feel reaches out like a tree branch and touches so many people.  They then, consciously or unconsciously spread that example to others. A happy mother will make her family happy, a happy teacher will spread joy in her class, a happy manager will get the best work possible from his consequently happy employees and list keeps going on and on.
You being at your BEST has more of an impact on this world than you can ever know.
Your duty this year is YOUR-SELF.  CREATING YOUR GREATEST SELF is the best way to change this world for generations to come.  Shine the light for others to follow. Show the world how amazing life can be when you master YOUR-SELF.
Self-discipline
Show everyone you love what life looks like when you have self-discipline:  you are willing to delay gratification on meaningless things that may be pleasurable or easy now, but lead to a lesser quality life later. You show the discipline to sacrifice trivial stuff, for a greater life, a greater WORLD later. An example of this might be something that tastes good in the moment, but poisons your body, dilutes your energy and therefore affects your quality of life in the future.
Self-awareness
Show the world how amazing life can be when you have self-awareness. The awareness to follow your intuition and gut feeling. The awareness to take responsibility for everything in your life, and consciously choose the best path fearlessly. The self-awareness to take moments to yourself, in quiet and TRUST your inner guidance to make the changes you need to make in your life. To KNOW what is right for you and act on it no matter how others think about it.
Self-respect
Self-respect  keeps you alert to Exclude anything that does not suit you from your life. It is never to let anything in your body, mind or spirit that you wouldn’t want for a loved one.  Self-respect is accepting things in your body, mind, and spirit that enhance your life, not drain the quality of it. It gives the power to say NO out loud to toxic people, toxic circumstances, toxic words, foods and drinks that will not nourish you and all that does not suit you.
Self-development
Show the world how amazing your life can be when you dedicate yourself to self-development in all areas of your life. EVERY SINGLE DAY do things to make you a better version of yourself:  read a good book or article , learn a new skill, listen to things that uplift you and apply everything you learn.  Take small steps every day, knowing that when you keep growing and moving forward… eventually you will look back with PRIDE in amazement at how far you have come.
Self-Love
Show the world how magical life can be when you can look in the mirror and genuinely love the person staring back at you. When you can look in the mirror with PRIDE. With zero sense of comparison with another, just love and appreciation… knowing how far you’ve come and feeling blessed to be alive and to have the opportunity to set an example THIS DAY.
A final word
Don’t take your old-self just as it is from last year into this year. LEARN the lessons and focus on creating this new self. Set a new standard for your life and commit to making this year your best year yet! Create a daily plan to work on YOUR-SELF. Lock in SELF-time every single morning and make it the most important time of your day. NO ONE can take this time from you. No appointments. No work. No social media. Nothing. This is your time, and it is absolutely more important than anything.  It’s time to step into a new YOU.  A new SELF and it’s not just for YOU. It’s for the entire world.


الثلاثاء، 7 يناير 2020

Reaching out to hearts

Reaching out to hearts





By Dr Laila Abdel Aal Alghalban
Chairperson of the Department of English
Professor of linguistics
Faculty of Arts
Kafrelsheikh University


 Last Ramadan, I was invited to a cultural event honoring a key intellectual icon in my home city. Few people, most of them had received an invitation like me, were dotted around in the big, elegant theatre at the center of a newly-constructed building, downtown. Paradoxically, the streets were overflowing with people, most of them shoppers . Since then, a host of questions have kept buzzing in my head. I wonder who do cultural and art centers address? How can they reach out to the audience segments who never make it to such events? And how can they become more in tune with the challenges we face as a community?

 Maintaining diversity is the key

This week, I came across many news stories on the growing need for arts and cultural centers and institutions, official and unofficial, to build more bridges to further population segments. "I think it is important to present shows that they can identify with and that they can see themselves represented onstage." BBC quoted  the new director of Arts Center in Bangor, Wales, as saying . "So the important thing is diversity, talking about diversity and communicating diversity in the right way." I thought to myself " Maybe things are not okay there, either".  Problems seem to be far beyond financial shortages, the ghost we always blame.  Rather, they have to do with working in a brutally challenging environment. It becomes so difficult to stick to the old tricks and policies which no longer fit in a world brimmed with diversity, where everyone is  eager to be in the picture and have a say to be heard and respected.

  Furnishing minds and hearts

Culture is in everything in us and around us. It is the way we view the world and act accordingly. Imagine life without a sense of belonging to a community, a set of ideas and values to embrace with fellows, or a common history and future to share with loved ones. The very main tasks of local and national arts and cultural organizations are: to nurture all aspects of culture which shape our identities, foster and educate arts, furnish minds and hearts, raise awareness, promote tolerance and peace, offer a safe haven to endangered crafts and craftsmen and constitute  a key part of everyone's interest and hobbies.

The vacuum left

The vacuum left by the institutions in the cultural arena is usually filled by extremism, ignorance, violence as well as "eccentric", non-mainstream ideologies. This definitely summons a global fight in all possible ways, including offering good education fighting poverty, inequality and unemployment, as well as creating hope and opportunities.  

Failing the test of time

Unfortunately, the current, rustic approach most cultural  and art centers adopt, which has been inherited from past generations, fails the test of time and reflects the deep abyss between the public at large and such organizations, which commonly  target a thin layer of the society, namely the elite, and give priority to elitist arts.

How can cultural and arts institutions rise to the challenge? 

Rising to the challenge may mean that cultural institutions have to deeply revise their  operations and vision  so as to address the needs of a society that is culturally more  diverse than ever and bring about the necessary changes in 
the existing system.

Engaging Diverse Audiences: Try this!

To this end, let us have a look at a summary of a report entitled An introduction to Engaging Diverse Audiences, in which professionals in local and national arts and cultural organizations are urged to try the following procedures to reach out to a wide range of citizens. One is "establishing a foundation" by formulating a clear, inclusive vision, a mission and an action plan. All staff should participate in formulating them, giving priority to equity of  representation to all segments of society. Officials must provide true leadership and creative solutions to the problems ahead. The second step is "assessing your current audience." Data about the audience, their interests as well as  their social , educational and occupational backgrounds must be available directly and indirectly. This is meant to know how the audience see cultural organizations' activities and programmes and whether they are really resonating with their lives. It is super important to know where you are before proceeding any further. The third procedure, according to the report, is  "defining audience segments", with a view of targeting some marginalized ones such as people with disabilities and low-income families. "Determining programming and events" is the fourth procedure. It aims to test the waters and identify the most appealing work to audience. Furthermore, cultural and arts organizations must seek out and embrace ways to connect to audience and share them their local and national events. A YouTube channel, for instance,  posting videos about the rehearsals of upcoming events makes the fans connect with artists and organizations alike  on a deeper and  more profound level. The fifth procedure is " developing a marketing and communications plan". It is about how to sell the programmes and make the necessary publicity utilizing all forms of advertising: flyers, posters, banners, social media, etc. The final procedure  is "evaluating progress". Cultural and arts organizations need to make sure that they managed to hit the target. If the number of audience increases, this is an indication that a progress is being made. If not, amendments to the plan become mandatory. One is to hold focus group sessions, inviting some community members  to hear from them about what went wrong and their suggestions to save the day.

 
No culture is flawless

Finally,  it is so urgent to redefine what is meant by cultural components and re-set cultural agenda to embrace  all activities of a given community. Opera, drama, concerts,  exhibitions, and other forms of fine arts  should be supplemented by all arts appealing to all population at large. Equally important is a deep and serious study of our culture's drawbacks  as no culture is flawless.  This would be the topic of further articles, God willing.





الأربعاء، 1 يناير 2020

2020: A Fresh Start to Get back on Track



2020:  A Fresh Start to Get back on Track





Has 2019 been a tough year for you?
Have you lost someone dear? A parent or a dear friend?
Have you suffered some setbacks in your career or relationships?
If your answer is a Yes to any of these questions, make sure to finish reading this article to the end.
Rest assured you are not alone; there is not a human being on this planet who goes through life feeling UP 100% of the time. We all get caught up in things we hate and we all lose our way.
Some of us remain lost forever, and some of us find our way back to the path we were destined to travel.  Eckhart Tolle once said: “the primary cause of unhappiness is never the situation but your thoughts about it.”  Whether you stay lost, or find that path is a choice. If you beat yourself down or lift yourself up, it is a choice… and that choice starts in your own mind. Your reality is not what has happened, but how you frame what has happened.  Change your thoughts and you will change your life.
Here are 5 ways to get back on track, whenever you’ve lost your way.
Number 1. Ignite your inner fire; you need no external motivators.
Why MUST you do what you do? Why MUST you succeed? Why must you get healthy, develop yourself, set a positive example? Why MUST you earn more money, change your attitude, mend your relationships? Who are you doing it for? Why must you keep fighting?
There IS always a reason… and when you find that reason it will keep your fire kindled. It will get you up early and keep you up late. It will inspire you to push harder, to fight longer, to try a different way… to find a way… To never… ever… give up. You’ll still have low moments, but you’ll never stay there.  Find that reason.
Number 2. Know That Life Is Short
Understanding at a deep level that life is short, and you only get one shot at this human experience can be one of the most powerful ways to get you back on track. It’s not a recipe for recklessness or craziness… it’s a knowing that life is short, and everything you are stressing about will likely not matter in the end.
It takes the heaviness off almost every problem. Let it go and focus on doing the things you love: follow your passions, surrounding yourself with great people, be grateful for the life you have inside you, the time you have left… and make the most of that time. Ask yourself:  how do I want to be remembered? How can I conduct myself, today and every other day, so I am remembered that way?

Number 3. Feed Your Mind With Something Positive and Powerful
Consume as much positive, transformative and powerful self-development material as possible. Write your own affirmations, read motivational books, listen to good audios, videos, talk to mentors. It doesn’t matter how to motivate yourself – it only matters that you do. If you feed your mind with powerful content every day, and really take it in,  it is very unlikely you will lose your way.
Ask yourself what you would LOVE to improve in your life, with your personal skills or traits… and then seek the best mentors and content on those topics. You can also feed your mind with your own inner content… this is known as GRATITUDE. There is no more powerful force on earth than gratitude – and if you are really feeling it deep, and practicing it every day, it will ensure you remain in a powerful, positive state.
Number 4. Keep moving
Science has proven physical exercise can lower depression, reduce stress and release endorphins or “happy” chemicals from your brain. So, next time you lose your way… get to the gym… go for a run… sweat – release that tension somewhere positive. Do it daily and continue to grow your physical strength. Your physiology and posture also have a lot to do with how you feel. You will feel very different by standing tall, with your shoulders back and a smile on your face, than you will slumped over, shoulders down and frowning. Take note of your posture when you are down. Be conscious of it. Learn all you can about it and make the needed changes.
Number 5. Set your goals
GOALS are important because they clearly define WHERE you want to go, and keep you on track to getting there. Science (and common sense) will tell you those who set specific and clearly defined goals are much more likely to live successful and fulfilled lives than those who don’t. Here are a few secrets to goal setting:  
Firstly – Be very specific about what you want. Second – Be clear about WHEN you must have it. Finally – DEFINE HOW you will reach that goal.
By getting clear about what you must have and defining how you will get it and by when, you now have a clear purpose to work toward. The chances of you getting off track when you have something IMPORTANT to work towards are very slim. The key is to make it meaningful to you.
Now you know how to get back on track. You know that there are ways to get back on track. You know you don’t have to stay lost. You know next time “THIS TOO SHALL PASS. It will pass.  Keep going and keep growing.

الأربعاء، 30 أكتوبر 2019

عزيزي الغضب






   .This guest post is written by my poet friend Ghada Khalifa
غادة خليفة عبد العال تشكيلية وشاعرة مصرية صدر لها: ديوان تقفز من سحابة لأخرى - 2009 - دار فكرة ديوان تسكب جمالها دون طائل - 2011 - شرقيات والمورد الثقافي ديوان نسيج يستيقظ - 2015 - الهيئة العامة للكتاب









عزيزي الغضب:
أهلًا بك في حياتي مرةً أخرى، هل أزعجتُ نومَكَ؟


حينَ تنامُ تعتلُّ حياتي
أحتاجُ إليكَ يقظًا معي.
متى ظهرتَ في حياتي؟!
ماتت جدتي وأنا في الثامنة، لم يخبرني أحدٌ ما هو الموت؟ أو أين ذهبت جدتي؟
أنتَ كنت هناك، رجلًا كبيرًا في سن أبي، ملامحُكَ حادةٌ، عيناك واسعتان وحاجباك كثيفان وملتصقان تقريبًا. جسدُكَ مفتولٌ، أنفك ضخمٌ وبشرتُكَ داكنة.
لم تكن تبتسم لذلك خفتُ منكَ، واخترتُ أن أتجاهلكَ. صوتكَ كان عاليًا جدًا وأنا أصرُّ على أنك خيال، مجرد خيال إذا تجاهلتُه سيختفي. أنتَ تكورتَ داخل رأسي، على هيئة صداع نصفي لا يمكن محوه إلا بإفراغ كل ما بداخلي. كل شيء يندفع من فمي حتى يصل جسدي إلى الموت/النوم. ثم أستيقظ بجسدٍ ضعيف ومنهك لكنه خالٍ منكَ.

تجاهلتُ وجودك مرة أخرى حين انتهكتني أمي بعد حادثة تحرشٍ بسيطة، كلامُك كان قاطعًا ووجهك أحمر، صوتُك يعلو على صراخ أمي ويحتلُّ الغرفة.
أنتَ كنتَ هناك حين أغلق أخي الباب بالمفتاح كي يمنعَني من الخروج عنوةً، فتحتَ معي الشباك وصرخت على الجيران، صنعنا معًا فَضِيحةً صغيرة أنقذتني من سطوة أخي.
يا غضبي الأقوى، أذكر التصاقك بي حين سحلتني أمي من شعري على السُّلم، أنت دعمتني وذهبنا معًا إلى المكتبة دون خوف.
أعتذر يا حبيبي، كنتُ أتهمُكَ بإفسادِ أنوثتي واركض بعيدًا، مع ذلك جئتَ معي إلى المأذون واحتضنتني هناك.
أنتَ تحبُني وتحميني، أعرفُ ذلكَ الآن.
الآن تبتسمُ لأنك أخيرًا صرت محبوبًا ومقبولًا.
أيها الغضب المعلمُ والحامِ، اسمح لي أن ألتئمَ بكَ، أنت يا جمالي المُّدخر الغائب.
يا كتلة الشمس الأبهى، ضُمَّني إلى دفئكِ الآن.
.....
غادة خليفة
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Photo also by Ghada Khalifa   

المكان الآمن





This guest post is written by my dear friend Yasmin Adel who defines her self as follows:


امرأة ثلاثينية متقلبة المزاج، أعشق الرقص على السطور كتابةً، أُحب الفَنّ بمختلف أنواعه وأعيش عليه. والآن كبرت وصار عليّ أن ألعب في الحياة عشرات الأدوار طوال الوقت، لأستيقظ كل صباح أُعافر حتى أستطيع أن أُحاكي بهلوانات السيرك فأرمي الكُرات المُلونة بالهواء ثم ألتقطها كلها في آنٍ واحد.



 (المكان الآمن)

(1)
أسير للأمام.. هكذا أنا دومًا لا أجرؤ على النظر خلفي، أعرف أن ورائي بحرًا هائجًا، يصلني صوت ارتطام أمواجه بالصخور. أتحرك ببطء كما لو أنني لا اهتم، لكني من داخلي أشعر بالخوف، والرغبة بالركض كما لو أن البحر سيتجسَّد وحشًا عملاقًا يُفاجئني ويلتهمني.
ها أنا تفصلني بضع خطوات عن بوابة خشبية ضخمة، لا أدري سببًا لوجودها على الشاطيء، وفيما أتجه إليها أُخبر نفسي أن ما يقبع خلفها لن يكن أسوأ مما مررت به بالفعل.

(2)
أُطرق الأبواب وحين لا يُجيبني أحد أدفعها بكامل قوتي تصحبُني توقعات شبه مُنعدمة ولا مُبالاة لا أعرف إن كنت أصطنعها أم لا! يُصدر الباب صريرًا حادًا كما لو كان لم يُفتح منذ الأزل. أُفاجأ بحديقة غَنّاء لا تَحوي سوى زهورًا بيضاء برائحة الفُل، وأخرى وردية لها عبير الورد البلدي في أوجّ تفتحه.
تلتقط عيناي ممرًا ضيقًا بين الزهور، أذهب إلى هناك، في طريقي أتلمَّس وريقات الزهور المُبللة بالندى، يعجبني ملمسها ويشعرني بالحياة. وفي بقعة ملساء إلا من بعض الوريقات الصغيرة المنثورة أفترش الأرض، تُحيطني الزهور وتُخفيني عن العالم كما لو كانت تحتضني أو تحميني!

(3)
يتناهى إلى مسامعي صوت رفرفة أجنحة الفراشات بينما ترتطم بذرات الهواء تارة والنباتات تارة أخرى. تتفتَّح حواسي مُجتمعةً صوتًا وصورة رُبما للمرة الأولى بحياتي، فتغمرني حالة من السكينة، أنا هنا آمنة تمامًا، فما من أحد يراني أو يُطالبني برؤيته.
أتمدد على ظهري مُتطلعةً نحو السماء الصافية شديدة الزرقة، ابتسم إلى نفسي أو ربما إلى الله.. هل يُمكنني البقاء هنا للأبد؟ هكذا أتساءل قبل أن أغفو لوقت لا أعلم قدره بل ولا أهتم! تُرى هل أصاب ساعة الرمل الكامنة داخلي -طوال الوقت- عطبٌ ما؟

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مع بشاير الصباح تجتاحني شجاعة لا أعرف مصدرها، تملؤني بالرغبة في العودة إلى البحر من جديد، الفارق أنني لم أعد خائفة من شيء. أسير مبتسمةً ومطمئنة نحو بوابة الحديقة، أُغلقها خلفي لكنها لا تُصدر صريرًا هذه المرة.
لا أندهش، ازداد ابتسامًا، وإذا بالبحر هادئًا وقد تحول لونه الرمادي الداكن المعتاد إلى درجات فيروزية مُدهشة. أُكمل السير نحوه، فيما أتجرد من حذائي، تشُّق الرمال الناعمة الباردة طريقها إلى قدماي، ألمس الماء على استحياء ومع انسيابي نحو الأعماق أُقرر التخلُّص من ملابسي.

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أتخفف مما أرتدي قطعة فقطعة حتي أصبح عاريةً تمامًا، يتغلغل الماء بمختلف فجوات جسدي وبين ثناياي، حتى ترهلات بطني الناتجة عن الحمل والولادة. لأول مرة لا تُزعجني الترهلات، إنما أراها كإحدى معالم أنوثتي وشاهدًا على معاركي الخاصة.
 وما إن ينساب شعري حالك السواد على كتفاي حتى أستلقي على ظهري وأترك نفسي للموج يفعل بي ما يشاء، كما يليق بامرأة عرفت للتو مذاق الحرية.

21-9-2019
ياسمين عادل

الأحد، 27 أكتوبر 2019

رسالة من المستقبل

This guest blog is written by my friend Noha Ibrahim.  It is a letter written by her future self....





 عزيزتي نهى :

أرسل إليكِ من عام ٢٠٢٩ .. أنا نهى "ذاتك" .. لقد استغرقني الأمر عشر سنوات كاملة حتى أستطيع أن أكتب إليكِ .. فلم يكن الأمر سهلا في كل الأوقات .. بل كان صعبًا في بعض الأحيان .. قاسيًا في أحيانٍ أخرى .. ولكن رائعًا في نهاية الأمر .. عبرت الكثير من الألم .. كانت التجربة أشبه بطريقة طهي طعامٍ حار .. البصل يتطلب المزيد من الدموع الساخنة حتى يُقطّع إلى قطعٍ صغيرة شهية .. ومن هنا نحتاج إلى كمية وفيرة من قلوب الطماطم المعصورة والمصفاة لآخر قطرة .. عزيزتي .. تلك القلوب قد تبدو قوية ذات قوام متماسك ولكن تستطيع الأنامل القاسية أن تعصرها دونما أي إحساسٍ بوخز الضمير .. فهي يا عزيزتي مجرد طماطم شهية ..!
أتذكر قول أحدهم لي عما أسماه بنظرية " الماء العذب " فهو يرى أن الماء لابد أن يمر بعمليات التكرير والتصفية والتنقية والتقطير وكل ذلك كي يصبح عذبًا .. فالعذوبة نتيجة للعذاب إلى حد كبير .. لابد لنا أن نتعذب في حياتنا حتى نستوعب الدرس في النهاية فتصبح أرواحنا "عذبة" نقية كذلك الماء .. على كل حال إنكِ على الأرجح لن تصدقي تلك الترهات .. عزيزتي .. هي تجربتكِ وعليكِ اجتيازها بحرية تامة .. لا تضعي كلامي نصب عينيكِ فأنا غيركِ وأنتِ غيري ..

إلى هنا تصبح الأكلة باللون الأحمر بفضل القلوب المعصورة .. واللون الأحمر يا حلوتي هو لون الحياة بكل ما بها .. هو لون الفرح ولون الدماء .. لون الورد ولون الثورة .. لون البكارة وخجل العذارى .. لون شفاه العروس وشفاه المومس دون تفرقة .. لون البهجة والأطفال وبالونات العيد .. ولون الرغبة والاشتعال والوهج دون تقييد .. الأحمر .. آه .. لابد من الأحمر ..

"طُز" .. نعم يا صغيرتي "طز" فالملح باللغة التركية القديمة يعني طز وقديما وقت الاحتلال العثماني كان مُعفى من الجمارك غالبا لرخص ثمنه _ شأن كل الأشياء الحقيقية والهامة في الحياة _ فكان التجار حين يمرون على جباة الجمارك يصرخون بصوت عالي : إنه طز ! حتى يمروا دون رسوم .. ورغم ذلك تتطلب الحياة دائما قليلًا من " طُز " حتى نتقبل مذاقها ..

وفي نهاية الأمر لا ننسى قرون الفلفل الحار التي لا غنى عنها وعلى الرغم من الحذر إلا أن الفلفل الحار لابد أن يتسلل بعبقرية لا مثيل لها ليزكم أنوفنا برائحته الأخاذة فنَتِيهُ سُكْرًا وعربدة ولا نكترث لخداعه الماكر ولا نشعر إلا ونحن وسط أنفاسٍ من اللهب وقلب يحترق .. ! ولكن هي الحياة يا جميلتي .. عناء وشقاء .. عذاب خلاق مبدع .. ذلك المزيج الرائع بين الشغف والسأم .. بين النشوة والألم .. بين الواقع والحلم .. هو ما يجعلنا نحيا .. نحيا .. ونحيا ..

أتذكر أنكِ كنتِ دومًا تحبين لصق "الوشم" بين الحين والآخر .. كنتِ تفضلين " وشم " الريشة .. أنا أيضًا لازلت أضعها في مكاني المفضل وأنا أتذكر أغنية قديمة " الدنيا ريشة في هوا " .. يا ريشتي .. بعد عشر سنوات إذا لم يكن بجانبِك شخص رائع حنون الصوت .. مخترق النظرات .. دافئ الأحضان .. يساعدكِ في فرد ثنايا وتجاعيد جسدك المنهك كي تضعي ريشتكِ المفضلة لا تقلقي وتذكري أني هنا دائما .. معكِ ..